Damnit I hate this shit! I can stand not being able to touch and I cant stand not being able to speak freely to my bestfriend about the feelings in which I hold. I cant stand that she treats me as if im hers to play with and that her boyfriend is just that...her boyfriend. But I must bite my tounge, and act as a good friend should. When she says that she thinks that hes cheating on her, I must say that it is all in her head. But she still proceeds to taunt me, leaning ever so close only to lean back when I get near her. She knows that I watch her and long for her touch, the touch that I gave away not knowing the beauty that had settled for me. I want my baby to be happy, I swear. Although I long for her, everday, every morning, everynight. Thinking of only her no other will come through my mind. Leave him baby and come back home to me, the only man that you should be with.

God im glad no one reads these things